YAY!

There has been a lot since my last update.
I am feeling pretty good today! I have accepted a job at Abercrombie and Fitch as a Manager-in- Training last Thursday! This is opening a whole new point of my life. I hope to after Christmas move out and be on my own. I am so tired of depending on other people. This summer I have had such a hard time with life but, now everything seems better.

I have had so much happen to me in the past year that this should be the light at the end of the tunnel. I know that God had a reason for making me wait. The job that I was suppose to have would come, but I just had to wait. Thank you God for listening to my prayers. Tomorrow, I get to go to my doctors appointment and tell him the great news.

So, there is this guy that I have gone over to see twice and I am suppose to go over there tonight to hang out. I am not sure what he wants. I am not sure if he just want to be fool around buddies or he wants something more. And I have to ask my self... What do I want? That is the most important. I just got done with two idiots... so I should probably wait a while. He is cute and nice but, I am not sure if he could ever be more. He has already already asked me to go to the gay bar with him and his friend. I did not good because I went out with my friends instead. Tonight, him and I are going to drink and wine and just chill. It will be fun. I might as well have fun before I am a big boy next week!

Ya know, one thing I have been kinda iffy about myself is that I do not have any guy friends, besides Kyle N. but, he is in Spain for entire year and when he does come home he is in Columbus. When he does though I think him and will be able to hang out more and go to the clubs and what not.

I feel that I am so gay. LOL I put the Christmas trees up already and am working on putting the Christmas lights up already. I am starting early I guess when the weather is warm.