Another day has passed...

I have accomplished nothing today. I feel like a piece of shit.
I got a call from Abercrombie and Fitch asking for an interview with the District Manager. I am hoping I get this job. I would be a manager-in-training. I think I would do well as a manager and especially in retail. I have not had a job since I graduated from college. I have been so bored with my life.

I also received a call from AT&T for their Business Sales Program. I would be in Atlanta, Georgia for five months for the training then I think I get transferred. I think I could do that well too. I do not think I would do either for ever. I just want something to tie me over for a while and just to get some experience.

The bad news is I got an email for Millcraft about how they decided to choose someone else for there Logistics Liaison position. If these companies only knew what they are missing by letting me go and not hiring me. I know I am better than many of theses other people out there.

Now, if nothing works, I want to go back to school to get my masters in Public Administration. I would be doing government jobs and whatnot. I would have to go to school for another two years. If I go back though, I am going to go all the way for my doctorate. I would be going back to BGSU. I am not sure if this is a good idea, but I got my undergraduate degree there so it may be easier to get accepted and I can have an assistant ship.

I also want to just go a way for a little while. I am thinking I my go visit Kyle N. in Spain and not tell anyone. I just want to get a way and spend some time on my own thinking about life. I would be able to visit my best Friend and just have some time to feel better about myself. what would people do if I did this though? What if I just don't care?

8:22pm
Ok, I just went to eat dinner with my best friend Conk! It was gooooddd! She makes everything better. I told her about some of the things that bother me and somethings she agrees with me and some she does not. That's good though because she is able to tell me how she feels about situations and tells me what to do. That's what I need.